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Thursday, 19 July 2007

  • Mmm...coookie

    Well, boys and girls, it's that time of year again. The time where the lack of direction in my life feels magnified times 20 and I wonder what in the world I am doing. I am going to be 24. 24.....24!!! I work at a Super 8. Did I mention I am going to be 24?! I can't believe I will be 24 and working at some loser job, being a loser. I can't stand being outside of my life and looking in. It makes me sick to think of all the dreams I had. This is what my lack of motivation has done to me.

    So what now?? I will continue to be walked on by my bosses because they pay me, watch That 70s Show and Scrubs because they make me giggle, treasure the moments I have with my son and PRAY. Pray that God knows where the frick I am going & PRAY that he'll give me a hint as to what I'm supposed to be doing. Really though, whose idea was it to make me a mother?! Pardon me while I double check my list of failures....

    STOP! Ok, shut up Dawn. You tell yourself you're doing what you can but is that an excuse for being lazy? Eric has all of this ambition and I'm like a clump of mud. It's ridiculous. Oh, that there was some sort of shiny compass for life.

    ♥Dawn

Tuesday, 17 July 2007

  • So then...

    Went to the races this weekend which was pretty fun. I hit a sale at Aeropostale & that always makes me VERY happy! The time is drawing close for school to start...I can't believe my son is going to be in kindergarten. It's just mind-boggling to me. What will I do?! I'm not sure I trust a 5 year old with that much independance. Especially my 5 year old. We're starting school Aug. 20th this year. A month! A month and my baby will be gone... Ok, so I'm being a little overdramatic. But beginning school is not the beautiful milestone everyone thinks it is. It's just a gateway to the loss of innocence. I guess what I mean is I wish he would never have to know about all the horrible things in the world.

     

     

Wednesday, 11 July 2007

  • Currently Watching
    That '70s Show - Season 4
    By That 70's Show
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    It really just sucks

    That we're not going to Sonshine this year. It feels like work is taking over my life and I have no time for anything else. Oh, that I could be one of those carefree people who can "live on love". Where do you draw the line and tell the boss "no"? They just gave me a 1$ an hour raise and any of you in the work force know that that's a pretty darn good raise. I feel like I'm under their thumb now, like I'd better be worth it. And this LADY right now. She's at the desk every 5 minutes asking for odd things like Borax and scotch tape. I hope she's not making a bomb.

     

    What would motivate a 14 year old boy to poo in a pool? We may never know the answers to these great mysteries of life. Aah...the hotel business. Isn't it wonderful?! I'd go on vacation but that's not exactly an escape. I'd still be in a hotel, just not my hotel. Well, I'm off to plot some sort of scheme to hide from the Borax bomb lady.

     

    .............Dawn

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Thursday, 12 April 2007